The Power Of Love
Celine Dion
All The Way
The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake
(First Chorus)
´Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I´ll do all that I can
Lost is how I´m feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside´s too
Much to take
That all ends when I´m with you
Even though there may be times
It seems I´m far away
(But) Never wonder where I am
´Cause I am always by your side
(Repeat first chorus)
(Second Chorus)
We´re heading for something
Somewhere I´ve never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I´m ready to learn
(´Bout) Of the power of love
The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can´t go on
Is light years away
(Repeat first chorus)
(Repeat second chorus)
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Chapter One
The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
I woke up beside my husband who came to find me those few months ago in New York
City. I hear sweet whispers in my ear during the early morning hours from my
husband Mark. We are like lovers holding unto each other for dear life or like
we are going to lose each other if we let go of each other.
Feelings of love and desire start to fill my body at the sight of his body nude
body under the covers of our bed.
"Damn I don't know if he looks good with clothes on or off sometimes" I think to
myself. His chest raises slowly up and down in his sleeping condition and all I
do is stare at him as he sleeps. I move slowly and quietly toward him and poke
him softly in his ribs to wake him up. I poke him and it doesn't work. "Great
what I do have to do to get him up?" I said to myself.
Just then an idea pops into my head and I move slowly up to his lips. I capture
his lips in a kiss and I feel his arm wrap around me. His arm pulls me closer to
him and I am enjoying every minute of it. I pull back and say "Good morning my
teddy bear." He looks at me with questionable look and with an raised eyebrow
too. I look at him and give a funny look. "Why in the world are you looking at
me like that?" I asked. "Duh " I said mentally hitting myself with my hand.
"Good morning my cat baby" he said with desire in his eyes.
BOO! He did have to use the name, well, I can not stay mad at him for long
anyway. Again I look into his eyes and ask "Want any breakfast this morning my
loving sweetly?"
"Well" he said not finishing his sentence he captured my lips in passionate
kiss. He lowered me down to the bed and made passionate love to me for few
hours.
"Well I guess he didn't want breakfast" I said to myself as he made love to me.
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Chapter Two
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake
After many hours of love making, I got of bed and grabbed my nightgown from off
the floor. I walked over to my closet and grabbed my robe that went with my
grown and walked out of the bedroom. I walked into the kitchen and the floor was
cold to my feet. A shiver went down my back and made the hairs on the back from
my neck stand up. I walked over to the coffee pot near the stove I turned it on.
Then I went to the refrigerator looking for eggs, sausages and bacon for the
makings of breakfast fit for the king and queen. Just that Mark eats so much and
I wonder where he puts it. Men. I shake my head and I hear the coffee pot making
coffee. I put all the items on the counter and walk out of the kitchen toward
our bedroom. My robe follows behind me like a cloak over a fancy dress. Slowly I
walk into the bedroom and walk over to him. "Mark, Mark wake up" I said softly
in his ear and he slowly opened his eyes.
It took him a few minutes to focus his eyes to me and he slowly sat up. He
rested his lower back to the bed post with his pillows to support him.
"Sleep well?" I asked.
"Yes I slept very well indeed" he said crossing his arms in front of his chest.
"Did you sleep well Anne?" he asked.
"Yes very well and I'm making some breakfast you want some coffee?" I asked him
knowing the answer.
"Yes but with some sugar" he said slowly getting up from the bed. He walked over
to his dresser to find some jogging pants and shirt. He pulled out a pair black
sweat pants with a blank tank top to match his pants. "Does he have to wear
black all the time?" I asked myself while staring at him as he dressed. I walked
out of the bed and into the kitchen. I grabbed the big blue pan from under the
sink and used some grease from one of cups on the stove. I turned on the first
burner on the stove and place the pan with some grease on it, with some pieces
of bacon on it. While I was busy cooking I never heard Mark enter the kitchen
nor stand behind me as I cooked. I felt two arms go around my waist and a voice
whisper in my ear "What's cooking?"
Finally I knew who was behind me and plus I was enjoying been held while
cooking. Been held by him while I was cooking was great and I loved every minute
of it. "Breakfast and after breakfast I have something to tell you" I said going
to back to cooking bacon in the pan.
After cooking the bacon and I started to fix some sausage. "Shit" I said when
grease popped from out of the pan and hit my hand. Mark got up from his seat and
walked over to me. He lifted my hand and he walked over with me to the freezer
and got out some ice. "Ouch" I said in low whisper as he placed the ice on my
hand.
The ice cooled my hand and the burn stopped hurting. "Thank you" I said putting
the piece of ice in the sink.
"Your welcome" he said stepping closer to me and I was pressed against the sink
counter.
"Mark, I have to finish cooking the sausage and fix some eggs too" I said trying
not to sound like my voice was cracking. He lend down and kissed my forehead.
Then he stepped out of my way to the stove. By the time I got to cook the
sausage was almost burned to a crisp and I quickly took them off . Then I poured
the used grease back into the cup on the stove, carefully not to get all the
grease on the stove. Then I grabbed some eggs and a bowl, poured milk in the
bowl and stirred until I got a yellow substance. I poured the yellow substance
into the pan and started to cook the eggs after about few minutes the eggs were
done. I put the pan on the back burner on the stove and turned off the front
burner. Before I could walk over to get some plates from the dish washer, Mark
was a step ahead of me.
He grabbed two plates, forks and cups too and he placed them beside the pan
"Thank you" I said placing his food on his plate and grabbing his cup fill with
some coffee. I filled his cup half way with coffee and grabbed his plate at the
same time.
"Geez that waitressing job has come in handy" I through to myself as I placed
his plate in front of him. Then I fixed my plate and grabbed my cup but I filled
it with some milk that I left on the counter.
"Damn she's very talented and that waitressing did come in handy" he said to
himself as I made my way to the table. I took my seat right beside him and asked
"How's breakfast?" He looked up at me but could not answer because he had some
eggs in his mouth, after eating the egg he answered "Very good". "Thank you" I
said before eating my sausage and bacon. Then we eat in silence and after we
finishing eating I took up both our plates. I put both plates in the sink and
raising water over them to clean them off. After cleaning off the plates I
returned to my seat.
"Coffee good?" I asked watching him drink his coffee.
"Yes, very" he said after drinking a sip of it.
"Well, I have some news to tell you so it be better if you stayed seated" I said
taking a deep breathe. "How am I going to tell him this" I wondered in my head.
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Chapter Three
(First Chorus)
´Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I´ll do all that I can
Lost is how I´m feeling lying in your arms
I noticed how he looked at me when I took that breath. "What is he thinking?" I
asked myself. Calming myself and I continued "Well, when you went to the
doctor's to see when you were going to return to the ring I went to go see mine
because I was feeling light-headed and I got sick in the mornings, the doctor
ran all the tests and even did semi gram to see if I was....." I trailed off and
when I looked into his eyes. His eyes got big as saucer and lit up like a little
kid on Christmas day.
"You're" he trailed off.
"The semi gram proved it and I'm two months along" I said with happy tears
running down my face. He got up and picked me up. He twirled me around and
around until we both got dizzy.
"I can't believe you're going to have a baby" he said holding me tightly to him.
"U mm it's not I whose having the baby but we" I said correcting him.
"Now not only do we have our love for each other but a child to share it with"
he said with tears going to his face.
I wiped the tears away from his face. "After the times we tried and now we are
rewarded with a life that will be growing inside me" I said feeling a light
blush coming on my cheeks. As he held me questions popped into my head like "Can
we handle been parents?", "Can I raise this child while he is on the road?",
"Can he be a very important of this child's life?"
Mark could sensed what I was thinking about and he had some thinking to do also.
"Anne I have to tell you something" he said sitting me down on couch in our
living room. He sat right beside me and held my hand to his heart. I could feel
his heartbeat through my hand and I felt him take a deep breath. "Anne I've
decided to go back early" he said.
.All the color seemed to disappear. "What?" I said unbelieving what I just
heard. "When?" I asked choking back some tears.
"Judgement Day" he said not looking at me.
I sat there taking in everything he told me and I was in state of shock and
extreme sadness filled my heart. "How long until Judgement Day?" I asked letting
tears go down my face.
"About three or four months yet" he said wiping away my tears. He pulled me into
his arms and held me as I cried. As he held me I felt like water falling down my
back. He too was crying and we now had a hard road ahead of us.
Yet now I was with child now he was returning to the ring a few months early
still he was not completely healed from his injuries. I pulled back from him and
I put my hand to his face I could see love, desire and passion. I got up from
the couch and walked into the kitchen. I decided to do the dishes and have some
time to think about what he just said. As I walked over to the sink and
something just hit me. "Why am I getting so upset about this I should be happy
for him" I said to myself. I walked away from the sink and walked back out of
the kitchen into the living room. I saw a sight that break my heart. I saw Mark
was his head on the back of the couch staring up at the ceiling like he was
searching for answers. I carefully walked over to him and placed my hand on his
shoulder. Slowly he turned his head and looked at me. "I'm sorry mark" I said.
Then I took my hand off his shoulder and walked to the radio / cd player. I went
to the cd stand and I pulled out my favorite cd Celine Dion's All The Way Decade
Of Song that was released a few weeks ago. I walked over to the cd player and
placed it in. I pushed play and the first song was If You Ask Me To.
If You Asked Me To
Celine Dion
Falling Into U
Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
It´s been a long time since I´ve had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said I´d never let nobody near my heart again,
darlin´
I said I´d never let nobody in
But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life, forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to
Somehow ever since I´ve been around you
Can´t go back to being on my own
Can´t help feeling, darlin´, since I´ve found you
That I´ve found my home
That I´m finally home
I said I´d never let nobody get too close to me,
darlin´
I said I needed, needed to be free
(But if you asked me to...)
Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to, I´ll do anything for you baby
For you baby
If you asked me to
I´d let you in my life forever
If you asked me to..
I walked over to Mark and asked him" Would you like to slow dance with me?" I
asked pleading with him. With a smile and lint of passion he encircled hands
around mine. I lead him to the center of the living room and he put his arms
around me. I put my arms around him and he pulled against him. I put my head on
his chest and I listened to his heartbeat. In turn he placed his head on my
shoulder and as we slow danced we were enjoying the feeling been so close to
each other. We moved as one and I wished we could've put the world on hold. Just
let our world be the only one going not this one. We slow danced through the
whole cd. I pulled away from him and he grabbed my hands. We held hands and he
capture my lips in a kiss. That nearly took my breath away. The kiss ended, he
ran his hand down my face and I did the same with my hand.
"Mark, I'm sorry for just walking out of the room like that" I said looking into
his green eyes.
"Anne I should've told you about my making my return instead of keeping it from
you" he said.
"Mark we have long hard road ahead us and there will be tests on our love for
each other" I said. "Is our love for each other strong enough?" I asked him
trying to sense how he felt about this.
"Yes it is and our love for each other is stronger than ever before" he said.
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Chapter Four
Lost is how I´m feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside´s too
Much to take
That all ends when I´m with you
Even though there may be times
I decided to be brave and ask him this question. "Mark if it isn't too much
trouble I would like to travel with you" I said with hope. Hope that I could
spend more time with while he is on the road.
Anne, there is so much stress and not to mention serious hardships too" he said.
"I want to be with you for every minute of every day" I said.
"I want to be with you too I'm afraid that you might get hurt or I might lose
you both" he said thinking about the consequences of me going on the road with
him. "Anne I love you with all my heart and I would just die if anything happen
end to you or our unborn child" he said.
"Mark, I love with you with all my heart and I understand where you are coming
from, but can I just be on the road with you for couple of months" I said lowing
my eyelashes very slowly driving him wild.
"I have to ask to Vince and I might have you..." he trailed off.
"I might what?" I asked him.
"It was just a thought" he said not looking at me.
"What thought?" I asked slowly easing my hand under his shirt and running my
hand over his chest. "What thought?" I asked purring like a cat.
"Damn she's good" he said to his self. Taking a deep breath to calm his body
down and keep it in check. "Well I was thinking that you could ride down with me
on my motorcycle when I return at Judgement Day 2000 which is few months away"
he said.
"Huh, what happened to the lord of darkness?" I asked been completely stumped.
"Well I've decided to bring out the biker image and still have some of the lord
of darkness into this character" he said.
"Ah h I see and that's the reason why you cut off the goatee and let
bread/moustache thing grow back" I said finally understanding. "What about a
theme song for you're return?" I asked him
"Well Jim Dotson said that I had me to listen to this song by Kid Rock off his
new album History Of Rock, plus I heard the perfect song for my return" he said.
"What song would that be?" I asked being very curious.
"American Bad Ass" he said with grin. .
"So you will be known as American Bad Ass not the lord of darkness" I said.
"Yes, seeing the way the WWF is going now I need to change my character" he
said.
"Well I would not mind seeing the lord of darkness for the last time" I said.
"Well my lady Mark has a taste in a fine wife" he said in his best lord of
darkness voice.
"Yes he does my lord" I said lowering my lashes to him. By lowering my lashes at
him, I knew my look was driving him mad with desire. But sometimes when Mark was
in his lord of darkness mind set it scares me beyond all fears in my life and
makes my blood boil over with desire. He rolled his eyes back in his head and
showed the whites of his eyes. "Oh boy I'm trouble" I said myself as he lowered
his lips to mine in a very passionate kiss.
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Chapter Five
When the world outside´s too
Much to take
That all ends when I´m with you
Even though there may be times
I leaned my back on the couch as he deepened the kiss. I wrapped arms and legs
around him and his body covered mine. His lips placed light kisses on my face
and neck. "AAHHH" I said in a shadow voice. He continued his torture on my body.
He stopped and I unwrapped my arms and legs from around him.
"Please take off your robe, my lady" he said with a evil look in his eyes.
"Yes my lord" I said taking off my robe as he requested me to. We took our time
undressing each other.
"Now my lady you must give yourself to me mind, body and soul" he said before he
entered me.
"Yes my lord and you must give yourself to me as you requested of me" I said. We
made love on the couch and it seemed like everything around us did not matter at
that moment.
Several hours I woke up to find myself on the couch but I was not alone, I
looked beside me to find my husband nude on the couch with me. "Damn" was all I
could say. He held me very tightly to him and I kissed his lips very lightly to
wake him up. He moaned and started to move around. "Mark can you please not hold
me so tightly?" I asked trying to get up.
"Sorry" he said unwrapping his arms from around me.
"Well I have an idea" I said sitting up to face him. "Well what's the idea?" he
asked giving me a questionable look then raising his eyebrow at me.
"Well how we order out tonight and go to a lake not far from here to have a
picnic by the lake plus we need to get out of this house for while" I said
giving him a questionable look and raising my eyebrows at him. By now he was on
lending on his elbow looking down at me.
"OK what place do you want to order from?" he asked sitting up and grabbing his
underpants and his pants.
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Chapter Six
It seems I´m far away
(But) Never wonder where I am
´Cause I am always by your side
"How about that Chinese place down the street from us" I said sitting up and
grabbing my grown & robe from off the floor.
"OK" he said getting up the couch and walking into the kitchen to use the phone.
"While you are on the phone I'll take a quick shower to freshen up" I said
giving up off the couch and walking of the living room. Half way the down the
hall I heard him call back to me
"Hey wait for me".
"Sorry honey you can't I need to take one alone" I called back to him and the
word alone at the end of the comment.
"OK, but what do you want ?" he called back to me.
"I want baby shrimps with Cashews and if they got egg rolls please order some of
that" I called back to him. "Oh plus don't forget to pack a blanket, candles,
candles sticks, bug spray and something to drink" I added.
"OK" he called back. "Oh what vehicle are we taking?" he called back to me.
"I guess we need to take my car then. Plus we can't put all the items in the
saddle bags on that bike of yours anyway" I said turning to walk down the hall.
When he did not call back at me for anything else I figured that he was calling
Human Treasure to order our dinner. I walked into our bedroom and shut the door
behind me. Soon as I closed the door I walked over at my closet to find
something to wear. Opening my closet door I began to search for something to
wear and it took me 10 minutes just to find something. "AAAHHH here it is" I
said pulling out a sun dress that stopped at my knees. "Looks like I'm going
have to wear shorts under this" I said searching for pair shorts. After finding
the shorts and shoes to match the dress I walked over to my dresser. I picked my
favourite perfume Roses Roses and the perfumed lotion to go with it. "His eyes
are going to pop right out of his head when he sees me" I said smiling very
evilly. I walked into the bathroom and started up the water for my shower. I was
in and out of the shower in record time of 10 minutes. "Wow a new record for me.
Usually it takes me 20 minutes to take a shower, dress, and everything else that
us women do" I said putting my up ponytail then wrapping it around to make into
a ball. After doing my hair and picked up my nightgown and robe placed it the
dirty clothes basket. I walked out of the bathroom and opened the bedroom door.
I closed the door very quietly so he would not hear me and I walked quietly down
the hallway into the living room. "Boy is he going to get a big surprise" I said
tip toeing toward the kitchen.
I stopped short of the entrance to the door and leaned against the wall with my
arms crossed my chest waiting for him to turn around. My knees were knocking as
I stood looking at him. "Damn he sure good in those sweat pants" I commented to
myself and a small giggle escaped my lips. Meanwhile Mark was finishing telling
our order to the person and hung up the phone. He turned around to me standing
there with my arms crossed my chest and with short sun dress on too. He almost
dropped the phone and I swear he was doling. "U mm mark aren't you going to hang
up the phone before you drop it?" I said smiling at him.
"Oh you mm oh you mm" he said trying to hang up the phone without dropping it.
After he hung up the phone I walked over to him and I stopped a few inches from
him.
"Mark I think you better to check to see if you were drooling" I said pointed to
side of his mouth. He didn't say anything put wipe his mouth his left hand.
after he was done wiping his mouth he continued to stare at me. See something
you like?" I said putting hands to my waist
"Yes I do" he said extending his arms backs and pulled me into his embrace. He
lowered his head and calmed my lips in tender kiss. He pulled back from me.
"Better get ready before the dinner gets here" he said walking out of the
kitchen As he walked out of the kitchen I pitched his butt as he passed me.
"Ouch" he said turning back to look at me putting his hands on his hips.
"Yes" I said innocently.
"You'll pay for that" he said.
"Pay for what?" I asked trying to act innocent with him.
"Never mind you'll pay for that later" he countered
"Ohhh I'm scared mark I'm shaking in my boots" I said in mock terror putting my
hands to my face .
"You better be scared" he said in his best lord of darkness voice.
"Damn does he always need to use that voice and does he know what effect that
voice has on me" I said myself.
With that he walked out of the kitchen into the bedroom to change. I walked out
of the kitchen into the living room and looked at the stereo. "Great I forgot to
turn it off" I said going to turn off it but I decided not to. I decided to play
my Celine Dion cd again and skipped it all the way to When You Look At Me:
Then You Look At Me
Celine Dion
All The Way
laugh and cry, live and die
life is a dream we are dreaming
day by day I find a way
look for the soul and the meaning
CHORUS
then you look at me
and I always see
what I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
then you look at me
and I am not lost anymore
people run, sun to sun
caught in their lives ever flowing
once begun ,life goes till it's gone
we have to go where it's going
CHORUS
then you look at me
and I always see
what I have been searching for
Im lost as can be
then you look at me
and I am not lost anymore
and you say you see
when you look at me
the reason you love life so
through lost I have been
I find love again
and life just keeps on running
and life just keeps on running
you look at me and life comes from you
I started to sing it without knowing that he was standing at the end of the
hallway listening to me.
"Damn I didn't know she could sing that well" he commented while listening to
me. He quickly walked into the living room without seeing him take a seat on the
couch right in front of me. I happen to open my eyes and see him seating right
there.
"Damn when or where did he get there" I wondered as I sung. Our eyes locked as I
finished singing the song my eyes never left his. After singing the song my face
was red as a crab then he got up from the couch walked over to me.
"I didn't know you could sing that well" he said.
"I never sung loud before either. Plus I have a reason to sing" I said not
looking up at him because I was too embarrassed.
He lifted my chin to look up. "Please don't looked down. You have a very
beautiful voice and I know the reason you sing out loud down" he said
"I guess you do" I said smiling.
"Well are you going to sing another song?" he asked indicating the cd player.
"Yes but I want..."I trailed off without finishing my sentence.
"You want what?" he asked.
"I want you to sing with me" I said finding my voice.
"Well you mm well I don't have a great singing voice" he said trying to back
out.
"I don't think so mister. Where do you think you are going?" I asked him.
"U mm ummm to mail out the phone bill" he said trying to walk away.
"Nope that's not going to work buster. I all ready mailed out the phone bill a
week ago" I said pulling him back. "Now if I have to sing a song so are you" I
said looking into his eyes.
Finally he gave in and asked "What song?"
"Well I want to us to sing two songs" I said walking over to the cd player.
"No way you only said one song not two" he said crossing his arms in no fashion.
I skipped back until I got to the song and pushed the button pause. I walked
over to him.
"Please Mark please you said would" I asked him. I used my sad puppy eyes trick
and it seemed to work on him soften up a bit.
"Alright alright I'll do it" he said giving in.
"Thank you thank you" I said hugged him.
"I can't say no to you" he said looking at me.
"The song I choose first was the love theme off Beauty and The Beast" I said
going over to the cd player and pressing the button.
Beauty And The Beast
w/ Peabo Bryson
All The Way
(F) Tale as old as time, true as it can be.
Barely even friends, then somebody bends, unexpectedly
(M) Just a little change, small to say the least, both
a little scared,
neither one prepared,
(B) BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
(B) Ever just the same, Ever a surprise
(B) Ever as before and ever just as sure as the sun
will rise.
INSTRUMENTAL
(B) Ever just the same,
(M) Ever a surprise
(B) Ever as before,
(F) and ever just as sure
(B) as the sun will rise.
(F) Tale as old as time, tune as old as song,
(B) Bitter sweet & strange,
(B) finding you can change, learning you were wrong
(M) Certain as the sun
[(F) Certain as the sun],
(M) Rising in the east
(F) Tale as old as time,
(B) Song as old as rhyme, Beauty & the Beast
(F) Tale as old as time,
(M) Song as old as rhyme,
(B) BEAUTY...BEAST
I took a deep breath and walked back over to him. "It's going to go just fine,
just follow me and the voice" I said squeezing his hand. The music started and I
started out first. Then he started and I stood there in shock as he sung his
part. Then we sung together and I was trying to hold back tears from coming down
my eyes. The instrumental came on the gives some breaths and I turned to him
"Told ya'll it was going to go just fine" I said to him. When the instrumental
part ended it was back to us singing together then came his solo again. Then
mine solo and our part to sing the ending together. After the song ended I let
off his hand and walked over to the cd player to skip to the next and last song
for us to sing together for the last time. I walked back over to him. "The last
song I chose for us to sing is I'm Your Angel" I said to him with a smile.
"Is that one she's doing a duet with R.Kelly?" he asked.
"Yes it is have you heard it before?" I asked him.
"Parts of it" he said.
I walked away secretly smiling to myself. 'Finally knows r&b song instead of a
Black Sabbath song's' I said myself walking over to cd played and pressed play.
I quickly walked back to him before the sing started.
I'm Your Angel
All The Way
W/R.Kelly
No mountain's too high for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yes
No rivers too wide for you to make it through
All you have to do is believe it when you pray
And then you will see
The morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears
All of your fears
Cast them on me
All I ever wanted was you to see
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'm your Angel, oh yes
I saw your teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time
Seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still alone
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day
Oh and then you will see
The morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
All of your fears
All of your fears
Just cast them on me
How can I make you see
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
Same as the other song I had to start. As I started to sing my knees were
shaking but he grabbed my hand and gently squeezed it. Then I sung much better
after he did that. As he sung again I stood there amazed and gently squeezed his
hand for him to continue singing his part. When it came time for us to sing
together we just followed the music and just sung. During the final seconds of
the song I heard a knock at the door and we finished the song. I went to get the
money out of my purse and then answer the door. I opened the door I paid the man
and closed the door after he left. "Mark dinner is here" I said walking into the
kitchen.
"OK" he said turning off the stereo and cd player too.
I was searching for plates, napkins, candles, candle sticks, cups, some non
alcoholic beverage for us to drink. I found my favorite scented candles Roses
with matching candle stick holders. Meanwhile he was looking a blanket long
enough for the both of us and for the food.
"Found it" he said pulling out my white blanket that had our wedding date on it.
Smiling he grabbed it and shut the closet door. After 15 minutes of getting
everything together we handed out the door. "I'm in for a long night" I said
closing the door.
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Chapter Seven
But I´m ready to learn
(´Bout) Of the power of love
The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
I put everything on the backseat of my '98 dodge carmy, then I unlocked the
driver side door for me to get in. Then I crawled over to Mark's passenger side
door and unlocked it. Slowly he got in and pushed the seat down to suit him.
"I forgot he's a lot taller than I am"I said starting the car and backed out of
the driveway. I put the car in drive and drove off. With almatric buttons on my
side only I put down both our windows. The breeze blew in the car and was very
cool. I put on the radio to have something to listen while driving well I didn't
have the radio on long for Mark to turn the station on me. He switched it to a
hard rock station and of course his favorite band was playing. I tugged it off
and continued to drive down the road. Finally we pulled by it to a very secluded
lake and plus I knew of a cabin that was hiding in the woods. I parked the car
and turned to mark. He had his hat pulled over his eyes and his hands were
crossed behind his head. I took my seat beat and shook him very gently. "Mark
wake up we're here" I said to him. Nothing happened. I slowly crawled over to
him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. He started to move and he un crossed his
hands from the back of his head. He pushed up his hat until it totally on his
head. I pulled to see his eyes opened. "I see we'll up" I said moving back to my
seat and opened the door. I walked around to his side and opened his door for
him. He got out and pushed the seat back to the right position and closed his
door. He stepped out and walked over to the other side of the car. He opened the
door and grabbed basket for full of our dinner and the other stuff. He shut door
and walked over to me. He extended his hand to me.
"Shall we?" he asked me.
"Yes" I said putting my hand in his. We walked hand and hand to the excluded
cabin where a picnic table was located at. We walked passed the lake and walk
followed a path that led us to the cabin. After following the path we came to
front steps of the cabin.
"Here we are" I said leading him to the table All of sudden it thundered and
rain drops started to fall. "Great why now" I hissed under my breathe.
"Oh well I guess we can't have our picnic outside then" he said trying to be
funny.
"I guess we can't" I said turning around to walk back to the path.
"But wait Anne how about we have our picnic inside the cabin" he said with evil
grin on his face.
"OK fine" I said throwing up my arms and took out the key from inside the
blanket. I walked up to the door and placed the key inside the lock. I unlocked
the door and we entered the cabin.
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Chapter Eight
Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on
Is light years away
We entered the dark cabin and Mark closed the door behind me.
"Mark can you see if you can a light switch or something?" I asked him.
"I have a lighter" he said taking it out. He pulled his lighter and the lighter
made enough light for us to see. I grabbed unto his arms as we searched for the
cabin. He kept the lighter head of us which was only few feet.
"Mark look" I said telling him to put the light on something. I saw a fireplace
with some wood in it. "Mark can we build a fire it's starting to very cold in
here" I said starting to chill.
"OK" he said lending me with him to the fireplace. He carefully walked over to
gate of the fireplace and found a starter log with some wood to burn. He placed
the starter wood on the grill and on either was the 2 pieces of wood. He lit the
started log on the both sides and underneath too. Soon we had a nice fire going
and he turned around to me having my arms around myself in vain to keep warm. He
walked over to me and lend me to the fire.
"I'm getting little bit warmer now" I said to him. "Well let's eat our dinner
before it gets cold" I said walking over to the basket. I picked up the basket
and carried it near the fireplace. I sat the basket down and started to take
everything out of it.
"Wait let me help you" he said taking out the blanket, plates, forks, cups,
napkins, our special drink, candles, candle stick holders and finally our
dinner. I watched in amazement as he set up our dinner on the blanket and sweat
down to come his bow. With effortless strength lifted up the blanket until it
was even and set up everything else. Finally he walked over to me. "Dinner is
served" he said to me with a smile. I got up and took his hand as he lend me to
dinner.
I walked over to the blanket and sat down like princess dining with her royal
family. The fire cast eerie shadows on the walls and made it look like we were
not alone. I placed one candle in a candle holder while he put another candle in
the candle holder. He used lighter to light the candles and smell of roses
filled the cabin. He poured some red wine into each glass and one handed one to
me. Then he started serve dinner to me and as I filled his plate. We each had
some different to eat and he had his Sweet and Sour Pork with fried rice. While
I had my favorite with eggs rolls on the side and I had a fortune cookie come
with my dinner. So I decided to open it and the fortune read "You are the
guiding star of his existence" and Mark had a fortune cookie too and it read
"You are guiding star of her existence". We looked at each other after our
fortunes and we figure the fortune was right about that. After eating our dinner
Mark decided to have a toast for some reason or other. He walked over to me and
sat down nested to me. "To Use Our Love Endure Forever And May God Protect Our
Unborn Child".
"I'll toast to that" I said raising my glass to his and click them together We
switch glasses I drunk out of his and he drunk out of mine. After drinking the
red wine we cleaned up all our trash and we decided to sit by the fire for
awhile. We sat by the fire with our arms around each other. I turned to him.
"Mark I want you to make love to me" I said to him. He looked at me and said
"Anne" .We unlocked our arms from each other and I lifted up his denim shirt
over his head. He lowered his lips to mine and capture them in very passionate
kiss. I deepened the kiss by wrapped my arms around his head. Then I wrapped my
legs around his waist as he held me tightly to him. I pulled away from him and
slowly lifted my sun dress over my head unto the floor. He unhooked my bra and
placed it on the floor where his shirt, my sun dress and bra now laid. He kissed
down my neck and to my throat. My hands were going and down his back and tell
him to go on. His back saw so soft to the touch and was sweaty from the heat of
the fire that was burning. He kissed lowered until he got to my left breast and
took it into his hot mouth.
"Oh god" I moaned. Then he ran his tongue over it and then went next one. He did
the same to it making me crazy with desire for him. He kissed down to my belly
and with his hands pulled off my shorts that wore under the dress. I unlocked my
legs from around him and I took my hair down. Now I could feel sweat dipping
down from my face and down my body. I now started to unbutton his jeans and I
took them off very slowly unto the floor. Now we were both naked for expert we
had our underpants which would not stay on long... He took my underwear as I
took off his and he lowered me down unto the blanket.
"Mark please end this torture, I need you now" I moaned.
"Anne I want you too" he said.
Rain poured down outside and the storm wore on but our passion was stronger than
anything storm. He slowly entered me and we make love until we were tried
.Before sleep claimed us we said in unison "I love you". He wrapped the rest of
the blanket around us and I laid my husband's chest. I woke up the next morning
to find the sun shining in the window of the cabin we shared last night. I sat
up to a sitting position and felt the urge to get sick. I got up and ran as fast
as I could to the bathroom. I don't know how many times I got sink that morning.
I've never so light-headed in all my life and I felt a hand on my shoulder
blade. I turned around to find mark sitting right behind me.
"It begins" I said flushing the toilet and washing my face. All Mark could do is
just smile and help me get back to the blanket. That morning we helped each
other get dressed and left the cabin. But the fire had gone out during the fire
but not our passion for each other only burned much brighter than ever before.
Now a new chapter of our life begins and our sufferings begin.